Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Tues. Nov. 25, 9:10-9:30 pm

I found a squirrel today off a sidewalk on Campbell. I think it fell out of a tree. It looked quite comfortable, actually, almost like it was having a nap out on the grass.
No confrontations. I was afraid the person whose house I was infront of would question what I'm doing, but there was a dark comforting TV glow illuminating the whole house, which calmed my concerns. Some cyclists had to go around me because I was right on the sidewalk. This made me nervous and I decided I should hurry up and leave. The cars didn't bother me at all today.

Monday, November 24, 2008









monday, nov. 24, 7 p.m.

I found a fantastic fresh dead pigeon (or dove). It's missing a head and has both claws unharmed, and fresh red intenstines. It was an interesting experience painting it, because it's located right on the corner of an all-way-stop intersection. No one talked to me, but almost every car stayed at the stop sign longer than usual, perhaps they were trying to figure out what I was doing. My parents and dog came out too for a few minutes (the find is only a 3 minute walk from my house), I asked them to take some photos of me painting outside. It was good moral support, I was feeling very nervous with all those cars stopping. One child stared at me for a long time, it really creeped me out.
I'll try to post the pictures soon.

Maybe I'll find the missing head tomorrow? probably not though...

Sunday, November 23, 2008

nov. 22, 7:20-8 pm

I painted that weird skeleton in a ditch last night. It was nice, i don't think paid attention to me.

I really have to get some safety cones.


saturday night, and today

The weather has been dreadful lately, for my purposes.
On saturday night it stopped raining for a bit, so I ventured just outside of my house to paint dead earthworms. It turned out pretty well. it was a pleasant deserted evening, but it started raining again later.

Tonight the weather is bearable, though it is rather chilly. I went searching for more animals earlier in the day. I didn't find anything usable. I found a very peculiar skeleton in a ditch, however. It's large, so I will go to paint it when my larger canvas is prepped. I can't seem to figure out what it is. My guess would be that it's either a large dog, a small deer, or a goat. It was partially covered by a large green plastic bag. Part of my process is not to disturb the natural process of decomposition, but I had to see the rest of the skeleton, because outside of the bag there is only a hip visible. Under the bag there were lots of maggots. I was not expecting it, considering the freezing temperature. Maggots are always shocking and disturbing. I always feel shaken and grossed out... maggots are the only things about death that make me pause and wonder if death perhaps isn't such a beautiful thing after all. But it is.

It seems there is no more social confrontations so far, which is why I am writing about the technicalities of the whole process in general...



nov. 11, tuesday (today)

I managed to gather my social strength and went to paint the squirrel, but it was gone. Someone must have removed it, very peculiar...
I did find a rat(???) across the street not far away though. Nothing interesting happened.


Monday, nov. 10

nothing happened while I was painting. Something odd happened when I was on my way to paint, though. I was getting out of the car when two well-dressed young Chinese men, who were kicking a little soccer ball back and forth, asked me if I knew any Chinese families on the street. I replied that I don't know them personally, but there are a few (this was near by boyfriend's place).
Nick, my boyfriend, came to visit me briefly.

The painting looked much better in the dark.

I saw a dead squirrel by Home Depot, it's a fresh kill (probably last night) and I will go to paint it shortly. I feel rather nervous, however... having palpitations just thinking about it. it's in a very open place with lots of traffic.


    Tuesday Nov. 4, around 9:45 pm

    A guy in a red van honked at me. It was very unnerving. it was probably to signal that there's a car coming up behind me, but I was obviously stationary and I could obviously hear the car without the honk. It made me angry and I decided to finish up and go home.


    Sunday, between 8:30 and 9:30

    I was painting on the side of the road outside of Devonwood, crouched down infront of my canvas and being close to the (smelly) dead animal I was painting. Many cars went by, some slowed down. At one point a green car drove by and then backed up in my direction. The lady unrolled the passenger window and said "Are you ok?" "yeah" "oh are you just painting? I thought you took a fall!" "No, I'm ok, thank you." She apologized and drove off. I wasn't expecting the apology.

    older entries

    I started at a different blog site but it turned out to be kinda crappy... so I've moved here. I hope this works better for me. Here's the link to the other one: http://sashaenpleinaire.blog.ca/ , but I think I will post the older posts here as well.